I know I have been pretty quiet so far this year.
I want to be positive this year. It's going to be a great year. I am looking forward to it.
I know Owen wouldn't want me to be so sad anymore. I miss him everyday and often think of him or even talk to him. Indi and I say nitey nite and hello at her sleep times. We walk past a collage of photos of him on the way to her bedroom. She blow's him a kids and says "lub you Owie".
I think he is here helping his mummy at the moment, and I love him for helping me to try to live again. I will get thru this pain and make him proud of me.
I love how children grieve so innocently. Your daughter's reaction made me well up. I'm glad you're having a strong time right now and feeling so connected to your little boy.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure he already is proud of you xx
ReplyDeleteThis post bought happy tears to my eyes and a smile to my face.
ReplyDeleteI just love hearing how connected you feel to Owen. It's just beautiful.