I'm not in any hurry, and I know that this isn't just a want of a baby to fill the void of Owen not being here. If I were honest I would say that even if Owen had have survived I would want another child. I just think I am that sort of girl. A mother. Owen was only ever going to be our "last" as I guess we had to stop at some point.
Does that make sense? I don't know. I feel like I am never making sense these days.
Should I even be thinking these things yet. ergh. why does this all have to be so hard.
I think this is completely normal. Right after losing my girls I obsessesd about getting pregnant again. Now that some time has passed, I know that nothing will ever replace the babies I lost, but I do want to add to our family. I feel like this part of my life was left unfinished and I want to complete it. xx
ReplyDeleteThats exactly right Tina. thank you so much. I find it hard to put it into words sometimes.
ReplyDeletethank you
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